I miss my friend.....

So it has been 2 weeks...I miss my friend! I don't get to talk to her as much...I am sad. I didn't think her moving would have changed our communication. It has. Sniff Sniff!

Okay really....I do miss you a ton!!!! You are busy getting settled and I am just busy. I started Target today. Oh joy! It wasn't bad. I work tomorrow too! Then not again till Thursday night. Tomorrow I am on the sales floor for training. WAHOO! It should be way better that orientation! That was incredibly boring. Oh well. We could have gone to the Great Escape Lodge water park for free tomorrow...if I wasn't working!

Other than that nothing big going on here. I love the post about life in Omaha! No news on the house yet so...I will keep you posted.

Love and hugs!

Not goodbye....just see you later.

So, today I let you go....you go with well wishes and fond memories. You leave for new places, new dreams and new memories! It is bittersweet as we have all said many times! I just want you to know how very much you are loved and will be incredibly missed! We will continue to be the best of friends across the miles! For sure!!! We will always have each others back! I will always be here for a thoughtful word, tearful story or a happy tale! I am YOUR friend, you are MY friend! No matter what Dos....I love you! We have gotten closer...especially in the last year and a half....You were really there for me when I needed you. THANK YOU! I am here for you as well. I am just sad to see you go. I knew it was coming....I did. Just doesn't make saying see you later any easier!

I feel a little like we will be playing hide and seek....only you will be harder to find! :)
I have skype on my computer so we can keep in touch that way as well. I will try to keep this blog going for you! I PROMISE!!

Love you tons and I will miss you like crazy...sniff...sniff!

Holy Crap!!

I am completely freaking out!!!!!! We may have to move to a new apartment! I was informed yesterday that my landlord will let me know for sure if I will have to move on Monday!!!!!!! She says she will give us 60 days! Great right before school starts! Where in the heck am I going to go? We have a beautiful apt and yard! I have a GREAT garden growing...I have a business that I am running here and will have to fill out all sorts of new paperwork if I have to move!!! I finally have teachers' children to care for...the perfect daycare situation! Who knows if the new landlord will even allow me to do it in the apt!

Nevermind the fact that you cannot find apts in this school district! Rikk just started a new job 1 month ago! After being unemployeed for 6 months we certainly do NOT have any savings left!! HOLY CRAP!! I am trying to breathe and really I think I am just going to hypervenilate! Rikk says not to freak out yet.....to wait until we know for sure. It is quite hard to do!

HELP!!!!!!

I LOVE my life!

Well this year has been rough to say the very least! What a difference 365 days can make in a persons life. This year for Christmas all I truely want os to be with my family....happily! I already have it! I am happy finally! I am saying it, I am putting it out there.....no regrets....no chance of jinxing anything...just saying it! I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

YIPPIEEE!!!!!!!

Is it a sign??

I found this leaf...as is. I did nothing to it! Is it a sign from above that everything is going to be alright?? Man I sure hope so! It has been a rather difficult time for me this past week and a half. I think I finally know everything...even what I didn't really want to know. But all I can say is that I actually feel relief! Finally! So....from this point on there will be no more secrets....no more lies....no more BS!

I have to thank God for all the strength he is continually giving me. I am not sure where else it could be coming from. I Do love my husband and I am looking forward to our new life together.

Apple Picking

So...I have been busy! Well not too busy! Gregory and Kallie have been sick and GF Peds should just take my paycheck. UGH! Anyway they are both doing much better now. Thankfully.





Today is picture day at Gregory's school. Last year I knew exactly what he was going to wear on picture day...even before I knew when picture day was. Not the case this year. HMMMMMM.......





Okay...we went apple picking last weekend. OMG the price of apples is insane! $17.50 if only picking 1 bag...Yikes! $15.00 if more than 1 bag picked. Doughnuts....$5.75 a dozen. Scarecrow.....didn't even ask the price. Corn Maze....again didn't even ask the price.





All this being said we picked apples....got doughnuts....made a scarecrow and went through the corn maze! Thankfully Gramma Shelly's work sponsored the day for us! Yea!! All we had to do is supply the gas to get there. That in and of itself can be costly!

So I don't know what I did with these pics...I haven't figured it all out yet. But I tried!!

No More Dancing!

How sad am I? VERY! My Kallie wants nothing to do with dance class. As for dancing in general....all day everyday she would dance. She always is turning on the stereo for "song" and dances around like a crazy woman. Oh well there is always next year!